2016 didn’t go the way I thought it would, or wished it would. But it’s over, and it’s time to look ahead.
I see adversity coming up.
I feel protected from the worst of it. I was way less protected back in 1981, when Reagan took office, and somewhat less in 2001, when it was George W. Bush, God help us.
In ’81, I was living above a pawnshop in downtown Brooklyn, young and broke. My friends were few and distant. I soon moved to a mostly abandoned building in a mostly burned-out block on the Upper West Side, sharing government cheese with my neighbors, and sleeping with one eye open and watching for the landlord’s thugs. In ’01, when Bush Jr. was the president-elect, I quit my consulting job and traveled most of the year, returning to find a worsening desperation in my South Berkeley neighborhood.
When they get into power, Republicans make hell for Americans who are struggling. The suffering is going to be really awful. It will be worst among those already most desperate. If you’ve never lived in a low-income neighborhood, you have no idea.
As for me, I thrived during those times. In the early ‘80s, I made a quixotic decision to go to engineering school, and spent my mid-20s setting type on the swing shift, and sometimes the lobster shift, still fighting the landlord, and making my way up through Harlem to City College for daytime classes. In the early ‘00s, I started my consulting business, stretching my limited expertise and even-more-limited social skills, often working late in my home office until even the dealers outside had gone home.
I’ll turn 59 this year, if the fates allow. I live in a quiet suburb and an even more quiet exurb. I’m more relaxed. I’m less likely to jump into a new challenge. When I get together with friends, we’re already sharing our catalogs of where our bodies hurt and don’t work the way they used to. I don’t really want to be working hard at something new.
But I’m going to be doing exactly that, I think. Maybe a lot of new things, or maybe a lot of new angles on old things, or maybe a renewed focus and vigor on things I’ve picked up and set aside, at various times, over a lifetime.
Because the times demand it, and also because of this. Continue reading…